I constantly question to my God, am i good or evil? It feels as though if it were possible, there are two of me living inside one body. Kathreen and Electra. And each day they war against each other, over every choice and opportunity that comes my way. All my soul wants is balance. And.. You know you're borderline when you have a fear of abandonment. And it hurts so bad when it causes people to walk out of your life.